i got my first pay check on monday of $150!
i like that i got a pay check it makes me feel so cool!

me and clarissa have decided to become anorexic starting from yesterday
i've tried being anorexic before, my record is 1 day and then i sucuumb to the smell of the canteen food which isn't even that nice-smelling to begin with

because on monday the last day of work, our employers brought us out for lunch at an american restaurant and i had mushroom soup with garlic bread and coffee and beef lasagna and fish and chips and strawberry cake with liqour.

and i know it sounds delicious but i was really stuffed after that and its really unfortunate i don't have a high metabolism like vanessa, so i can't gourge myself with 4000 calories and still remain stick thin.

So me and clarissa have decided to become each other's sponsors
our aim is to become 45kg by chinese new year then after that we can stuf ourselves silly with chinese new year food.

So far this starvation thing isn't going too good
i don't think i can even be considered anorexic because i had 2 cookies yesterday and although i don't eat a lot i drank 2 cartons of green tea a giant carton of mango juice, 2 cups of medicinal soup, chrysanthemum tea, mango yoghurt juice, and orange juice

and also 100 plus cos i went to run 2km but i still don't think this anorexic thing is working out oh well.

if i were a true diet nazi i would have a whole slew of THINSPO photos(vocab of the day: its short for thinsporation which is inspiration for people who want to be thin!!!), but i think i am not really anorexic so... nah.