emelyn

Saturday, November 20, 2004

I DELETED ALL MY PHOTOS. ALL OF THEM. I took 500 OVER. And they’re all gone. Oh no oh no. I took so many because I realized that I hardly remember anything when I go on holiday. Whatever happens is always a blur. I wanted to REMEMBER. But now they’re gone. All that are left are memories which will FADE. Shucks.
Okay so I woke up damn early like 730 cos my mum misheard my dad and we woke up at the wrong time >.<. Then we ate the same shit breakfast. Then we took the tube to notre dame. It was kinda boring but we got in for free so ididnt really mind sitting around doing nothing. Then we left for this church im not quite sure what its called but anyway we got a guided tour in English so it was cool. They had all these stained glass panels about 30 of them and they each tell a story. There was the book of Judith, I kinda know the story now. It’s a war sotry kind of thing right? Then theres the book of esther, the nook of kings, the book or relics…. And I cant remember the rest but it was… interesting. The architecture was really amazing too it was dome shaped and then It looks really tall and the walls are painted to look like fabric so it looks like nothing is holding up the glass.
Then after that we got lunch and I was so full I nearly puked. I seem to be eating a lot of chips. Im FAT. Im going to die when I go back to Singapore and I have to go for waterfront. DIE. Physical. Ohnoohnohno. Ten rounds around 2 tennis courts. Die die die. I need to get back in shape.
Then we went back to the train station to plan what we were going to do next then I was so bored so I started playing around with my cam you know. So I started looking at all the photo’s I’d taken in the past 10 days which was a lot. There were pictures of London at night and the hmv here. And then the London tube which was so cool. And the video of the Christmas parade and the changing of the palace guards. And me falling asleep on the tube. So many of them. And the STUPID RETARDED ASSHOLE me went to the camera settings and CHANGED THE MEDIA FORMAT. OMG.
I am SUCH a retard. So of course if you changed the format of the camera everything gets washed off. And that’s what happened. All my photos. All my videos. All my music. All my voice recordings at anfield Liverpool. ALL GONE. I was so sad when I found out I nearly cried. But then I deicded not to cos there was no way to turn back time and when im older I’ll just come back to London and france again :] and my family was really sweet they tried to cheer me up by trying to make me laugh. It just made me realize how much I love them even my brother although we do nothing but quarrel. Sure, I was sad but there’s nothing I can do about it.
So then we went to this tall building. Its about 250m high. They have all these telescopes and then you could practically see the whole of france from the top and france looks really BIG. Then we went up to the top of the building and there was no roof and the wind was SO STRONG I nearly got blown away. From the top you could see the Eiffel tower and the river thames (I think that’s the name!). Then I saw these blue tennis courts and these people playing double then I nearly died cos I started to remember tennis training again. I was like SHIT.
But later we went to this cemetery (yes a cemetery) cos we had no where else to go. Then we tried to find the graves of famous people but we couldn’t find any. There was mr. citroen’s (the car guy) grave but we could’nt find it. But I think it did me good to go to the cemetery the sense of serenity and calm there really cleared the fog in my head. It was just really quiet. Not in an eerie way though it was really bright and there were flowers everywhere.
Then we went back to the hotel and I watched mtv again and fell asleep watching it.

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