back. i wanna go back. bahhhh. london was so nice.
i wanna go back and take photos i didnt take enough i still have some left though they're on my dads cam.
hmm im still suffering from jet lag. stupid time difference. so now im terribly sleepy in the afternoons and then i sleep then at night i cant sleep and then i have no energy for training in the mornings. screwed.
and i hate tennis i should just do myself and the team a favour and quit and join library. cos mr chew hates me cos im so lousy after i came back from my wwoonnnderffullly long vacation. i cant even see the ball you know. and i have no idea where to stand anymore. i swing my racket and the only thing a hit is air i am such a loser i should just crawl up and DIE.
i need help. from tiffany. on my fore hand. and backhand. and serve. and volley. and everything lah cos i lost everythimg. i think i lost my head in london. cant remember anything.
and yesterday, weizhen told me training at waterfront was super easy and slack cos two coaches werent there and i felt like shooting myself cosi didnt go because i felt really tired and sick.
and sec2 math and chinese looks hard and im scared. especially for chinese i hate reading the stupid chinese story books oh no im only up to page 30.